{"id":2107,"date":"2024-02-12T14:35:54","date_gmt":"2024-02-12T14:35:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=2107"},"modified":"2024-02-12T15:43:48","modified_gmt":"2024-02-12T15:43:48","slug":"heartbeat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/heartbeat\/","title":{"rendered":"Heartbeat"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>In the quiet of the night, I lay awake,<br>My heart shattered, feeling so opaque.<br>Once filled with love, now torn apart,<br>I struggle to mend this broken heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Your absence, a void, hard to ignore,<br>I miss you more than ever before.<br>Each memory a dagger, piercing deep,<br>Leaving scars that make it hard to sleep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I try to smile, to hide the pain,<br>But inside, I feel like I&#8217;m going insane.<br>The laughter we shared, now echoes in my mind,<br>A cruel reminder of what I left behind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I pick up the pieces, one by one,<br>Trying to find solace in what&#8217;s done.<br>But the ache remains, a constant ache,<br>As I navigate this heartbreak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yet in the darkness, a glimmer of hope,<br>A chance to heal, a way to cope.<br>I&#8217;ll take it slow, step by step,<br>Finding strength in each breath I take.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ll let myself feel, let the tears flow,<br>Knowing that healing takes time to grow.<br>And though it hurts now, I&#8217;ll rise above,<br>Stronger, wiser, filled with love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For every ending, a new beginning awaits,<br>I&#8217;ll embrace the journey, no matter the stakes.<br>And one day, I&#8217;ll look back and see,<br>That this heartbreak was meant to set me free.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>by Walking Shadow Poetry<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the quiet of the night, I lay awake,My heart shattered, feeling so opaque.Once filled with love, now torn apart,I struggle to mend this broken heart. Your absence, a void, hard to ignore,I miss you more than ever before.Each memory a dagger, piercing deep,Leaving scars that make it hard to sleep. I try to smile, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2140,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[42,43,22],"class_list":["post-2107","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-heart","tag-heartbeat","tag-walkingshadowpoetry"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/314784948_909860687089943_215657429649132742_n.jpg?fit=810%2C540&ssl=1","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3481,"url":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/it-was-extremely-hard-being-a-1st-born-daughter\/","url_meta":{"origin":2107,"position":0},"title":"IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD BEING A 1ST BORN DAUGHTER.","author":"walking shadow poetry kenya","date":"December 8, 2025","format":false,"excerpt":"I grew up where the wind carried old stories,at my grandpa\u2019s place,a home held together by love,even on the days when a meal was a prayerand breakfast was a blessing we hoped for,not something we expected. 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