{"id":2381,"date":"2024-06-23T08:15:06","date_gmt":"2024-06-23T08:15:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=2381"},"modified":"2024-06-23T08:15:08","modified_gmt":"2024-06-23T08:15:08","slug":"moment-of-defeat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/moment-of-defeat\/","title":{"rendered":"Moment of Defeat."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>In the quiet of the evening,<br>When shadows stretch long and deep,<br>I sat with my thoughts heavy,<br>A mountain too tall to leap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The day had been a battle,<br>Every step a weary stride,<br>Each effort met with failure,<br>No solace found inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I tried my best, I promise,<br>Pushed through the doubt and fear,<br>But every door I knocked on<br>Was closed, no answer near.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My heart sank like a stone,<br>Dreams shattered at my feet,<br>I felt the weight of failure,<br>A sorrow dark and complete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tears welled up unbidden,<br>A lump rose in my throat,<br>The sting of disappointment<br>Was all my efforts wrote.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I questioned my own worth,<br>Wondered why I even tried,<br>In the mirror saw a stranger,<br>With nowhere left to hide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But even in this darkness,<br>A whisper soft and true,<br>Reminded me of courage,<br>And the strength to start anew.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You see, Defeat may bruise and batter,<br>Leave scars upon your soul,<br>But it won&#8217;t steal your spirit,<br>Or the fire that makes you whole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For in each moment of failure,<br>There&#8217;s a lesson to be learned,<br>A chance to rise and conquer the land,<br>With every corner turned and every pain bound.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So I&#8217;ll wipe away my tears,<br>Stand tall and face the night to overcome my fears,<br>For even in defeat,<br>I&#8217;ll find the strength to fight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>by walking shadow poetry Kenya<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the quiet of the evening,When shadows stretch long and deep,I sat with my thoughts heavy,A mountain too tall to leap. The day had been a battle,Every step a weary stride,Each effort met with failure,No solace found inside. I tried my best, I promise,Pushed through the doubt and fear,But every door I knocked onWas closed, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2382,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[97,98],"tags":[70,35,49,34,78,67,50,61,55,53,22,48],"class_list":["post-2381","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","category-storytime","tag-kenyanpoet","tag-poems","tag-poetess","tag-poetry","tag-poetrykenya","tag-preciousowoko","tag-spokenword","tag-spokenwords","tag-stories","tag-story","tag-walkingshadowpoetry","tag-walkingshadowpoetrykenya"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-7279061.jpeg?fit=867%2C1300&ssl=1","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2384,"url":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/trained-for-one-moment\/","url_meta":{"origin":2381,"position":0},"title":"Trained for One Moment.","author":"walking shadow poetry kenya","date":"June 23, 2024","format":false,"excerpt":"Since I was just a child,With dreams as big as the sky,I trained each day in silence,As the years slipped slowly by. 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