{"id":2496,"date":"2024-08-28T12:10:46","date_gmt":"2024-08-28T12:10:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=2496"},"modified":"2024-08-28T12:11:17","modified_gmt":"2024-08-28T12:11:17","slug":"the-fear-of-telling-you-by-walking-shadow-poetry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/the-fear-of-telling-you-by-walking-shadow-poetry\/","title":{"rendered":"The Fear of Telling You by walking shadow poetry."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I see you every day,<br>Your smile so bright and warm,<br>And every time our eyes meet,<br>My heart takes on a storm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There\u2019s something about you,<br>That makes my world stand still,<br>But every time I try to speak,<br>I lose my voice, lose my will.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve got this crush,<br>It\u2019s deep, it\u2019s real, it\u2019s true,<br>But the words are trapped inside me,<br>Too afraid to reach you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What if you don\u2019t feel the same?<br>What if I ruin what we have?<br>These thoughts keep me silent,<br>In the shadows, I remain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I imagine telling you,<br>Letting it all pour out,<br>But fear grips my heart,<br>Filling my mind with doubt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I keep it all inside,<br>This secret, this desire,<br>Hoping one day I\u2019ll find the courage,<br>To step into the fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because every time you laugh,<br>Or say my name with ease,<br>I wonder what it\u2019d be like<br>To share more than just a tease.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But for now, I\u2019ll just admire,<br>From a distance, from afar,<br>Wishing on a silent star<br>That you might feel it too, someday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So I\u2019ll keep my crush a secret,<br>Locked safely in my heart,<br>Until the day I\u2019m brave enough,<br>To let the truth impart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe that day will come,<br>When I find the strength to say,<br>That you\u2019re the one I think of,<br>In every single way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I see you every day,Your smile so bright and warm,And every time our eyes meet,My heart takes on a storm. There\u2019s something about you,That makes my world stand still,But every time I try to speak,I lose my voice, lose my will. 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