{"id":2635,"date":"2024-09-09T08:56:48","date_gmt":"2024-09-09T08:56:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=2635"},"modified":"2024-09-09T08:56:50","modified_gmt":"2024-09-09T08:56:50","slug":"too-busy-for-us-by-walking-shadow-poetry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/too-busy-for-us-by-walking-shadow-poetry\/","title":{"rendered":"Too busy for us by walking shadow poetry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I keep dialing your number,<br>hoping this time you&#8217;ll pick up.<br>But it\u2019s the same<br>the silence,<br>the missed call that stays missed,<br>like I never tried.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I send a text,<br>simple, just asking if you&#8217;re okay,<br>but the dots never dance back,<br>no reply,<br>just empty space between us now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I ask if something&#8217;s wrong,<br>if we need to talk,<br>and you say, &#8220;No, there\u2019s no issue.&#8221;<br>But the way you don\u2019t meet my eyes anymore,<br>the way you&#8217;re too busy for us,<br>it tells me something different.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I apologize,<br>for things I don\u2019t even know if I did wrong.<br>I\u2019m sorry<br>I say it again and again,<br>hoping to fix whatever\u2019s broken between us.<br>But nothing changes.<br>The distance stays,<br>the conversations that once flowed<br>are now just awkward pauses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We don\u2019t meet anymore,<br>you\u2019re always busy,<br>too busy to make time,<br>too busy to care or so it feels.<br>I asked if it\u2019s on purpose,<br>if this pulling away is intentional,<br>but you didn\u2019t respond.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And now,<br>I\u2019m left standing in the middle of this silence,<br>wondering<br>Should I still wait?<br>Should I hold on to hope that you&#8217;ll come back,<br>or should I move on?<br>I don\u2019t even know what I am to you anymore,<br>just a fading memory<br>or someone you still care about.<br>The hardest part isn\u2019t the letting go,<br>it\u2019s not knowing if I should.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep dialing your number,hoping this time you&#8217;ll pick up.But it\u2019s the samethe silence,the missed call that stays missed,like I never tried. 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