{"id":3267,"date":"2025-04-28T10:32:45","date_gmt":"2025-04-28T10:32:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=3267"},"modified":"2025-04-28T10:32:47","modified_gmt":"2025-04-28T10:32:47","slug":"i-love-you-so-much","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/i-love-you-so-much\/","title":{"rendered":"I Love you so much."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I love you&#8230;<br>More than words could ever fully explain.<br>At first, I didn\u2019t believe I could love again,<br>because life, over time, had taught me how to build walls,<br>not bridges.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You see, I had been broken not once,<br>but too many times to still count.<br>And honestly, I had lost hope,<br>lost pieces of myself in people who didn\u2019t stay,<br>in promises that turned into silence,<br>in dreams that folded under the weight of disappointment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But then, you came.<br>Not with loud declarations,<br>not with big parades,<br>but quietly&#8230;<br>and at just the right time,<br>when I had given up even praying for a miracle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You didn\u2019t just love the parts of me that were easy.<br>Instead, you loved the flaws too.<br>You waited when others rushed,<br>you understood when others judged,<br>you stayed when it was easier to walk away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If I could rewind my life,<br>start again at the crossroads of choosing,<br>I would still choose you,<br>even if it meant fighting for you all over again.<br>And if life asked me to vote for my happiness,<br>believe me,<br>I would steal ballots just to make sure<br>your name stayed at the top.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You taught me to be patient with myself,<br>because you were patient with me.<br>You taught me to be kinder to my own reflection,<br>because you looked at me like I was worth loving.<br>Even when I forgot myself,<br>you remembered me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because of you,<br>I stopped apologizing for the cracks in my soul.<br>I stopped hiding the pieces that didn\u2019t seem perfect.<br>You helped me see that even my brokenness<br>could be beautiful in the right hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bit by bit,<br>you built me back,<br>without rushing,<br>without forcing,<br>without expecting me to be anything other than what I already was \u2014 enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And so,<br>I became stronger.<br>Not because you completed me,<br>but because you showed me<br>that I was already whole.<br>I just needed someone to remind me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I love you,<br>not because you saved me,<br>but because you taught me how to save myself.<br>Not because you made me feel less alone,<br>but because you made me love my own company again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If there\u2019s anything I never want to forget,<br>it&#8217;s how you loved me,<br>loudly, silently, patiently, fiercely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>By the way,<br>thank you for loving me,<br>even when I couldn\u2019t yet love myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And if anyone asks what love looks like,<br>I\u2019ll tell them,<br>It looks a lot like you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/you-are-still-worthy-of-love\/\">You are still worthy of love by walking shadow poetry<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tiktok.com\/@walkingshadowpoetry\">(74)Walking Shadow Poetry Kenya (@walkingshadowpoetry) | TikTok<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Rest in peace Spoken Word by walking shadow poetry Kenya\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/zENneXt5vjc?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I love you&#8230;More than words could ever fully explain.At first, I didn\u2019t believe I could love again,because life, over time, had taught me how to build walls,not bridges. 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