{"id":3343,"date":"2025-07-08T09:58:09","date_gmt":"2025-07-08T09:58:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=3343"},"modified":"2025-07-08T09:58:12","modified_gmt":"2025-07-08T09:58:12","slug":"they-never-ever-believed-in-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/they-never-ever-believed-in-me\/","title":{"rendered":"They never ever believed in Me"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>They didn\u2019t clap.<br>Not when I tried.<br>Not when I stayed up all night just to prove a point.<br>Not when I kept showing up with a voice no one heard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Instead, they looked away.<br>They shrugged.<br>They asked, \u201cAre you still doing that thing?\u201d<br>like passion has an expiry date.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At first, I thought maybe they were right.<br>After all, who was I?<br>Just a girl with a dream and barely any support.<br>But even in my doubt, I couldn\u2019t walk away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes, I showed up because I didn\u2019t know what else to do.<br>Other times, I showed up because I had no one else to lean on.<br>But eventually, I showed up because deep down,<br>I believed there was more in me than they could see.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Meanwhile, their silence kept screaming.<br>While I waited for claps, I got quiet rooms.<br>While I poured my heart out, they scrolled past like it didn\u2019t matter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Still, I stayed.<br>And then I grew.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Truth is, it wasn\u2019t easy.<br>Some days I felt invisible.<br>On those days, I almost convinced myself to quit.<br>However, something always pulled me back ,maybe God, maybe grit, maybe both.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Slowly, I started creating not for applause, but for healing.<br>Gradually, I began to show up for <em>me<\/em>, not for them.<br>Eventually, the seeds I planted in silence began to bloom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Interestingly, the same people who didn\u2019t believe in me<br>started to mention my name.<br>Suddenly, I was someone worth remembering.<br>And now, they tell everyone they knew me back then.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They say,<br>\u201cShe used to live down the street.\u201d<br>\u201cWe went to school together.\u201d<br>\u201cI always knew she had it in her.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But the truth? They didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They didn\u2019t see the nights I cried, asking God if I was still on the right path.<br>Nor did they hear the doubts in my own voice.<br>They didn\u2019t witness the late nights, the lost friendships, the broken confidence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yet through it all, I stayed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because one thing I\u2019ve learned?<br>Belief isn\u2019t always loud.<br>Sometimes it\u2019s a whisper you have to follow when no one else does.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now when they talk, I listen\u2026 and smile.<br>Not because I need their validation,<br>but because I remember what it took to stand here today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In the end, their disbelief built my discipline.<br>Their silence taught me how to clap for myself.<br>And their absence showed me how to never give up on me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So yes,,<br>One day, the people who didn\u2019t believe in you<br>will tell everyone how they met you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let them talk.<br>Let them tell their stories.<br>Let your journey be the proof.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And while they speak,<br>you\u2019ll keep walking,<br>not for their approval,<br>but because you already know who you are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/\">Walking Shadow Poetry &#8211; Grow from what\u2019s meant to kill you.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/share\/p\/1EbvGz8CMp\">https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/share\/p\/1EbvGz8CMp<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Walking Shadow Poetry Compilation Powerful Spoken Word on Healing, Love &amp; Identity 2025\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/ocoyMka1uQs?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They didn\u2019t clap.Not when I tried.Not when I stayed up all night just to prove a point.Not when I kept showing up with a voice no one heard. Instead, they looked away.They shrugged.They asked, \u201cAre you still doing that thing?\u201dlike passion has an expiry date. 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