{"id":5555,"date":"2026-05-07T16:59:58","date_gmt":"2026-05-07T16:59:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/?p=5555"},"modified":"2026-05-07T17:00:04","modified_gmt":"2026-05-07T17:00:04","slug":"dear-mom-i-am-honestly-really-sorry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/walkingshadowpoetry.com\/blog\/dear-mom-i-am-honestly-really-sorry\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Mom, I am honestly really sorry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dear Mom,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I used to think strength<br>looked like loud voices,<br>big titles,<br>people with power.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But then I watched you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I watched you wake up tired<br>and still continue.<br>I watched you carry pain in silence<br>so the house could still feel warm.<br>I watched you turn \u201cwe don\u2019t have enough\u201d<br>into \u201cwe will be okay.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And somehow\u2026<br>we always were.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dear Mom,<br>you mastered the art<br>of suffering quietly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You would give everyone the bigger piece of chicken<br>then claim you were not hungry.<br>You would wear old clothes longer<br>so we could look decent outside.<br>You hid your tears in kitchens,<br>bathrooms,<br>late-night prayers<br>we were never supposed to hear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And maybe that\u2019s why<br>children grow up late.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because it takes years<br>to finally understand<br>that the woman we called \u201cMom\u201d<br>was also just a human being<br>trying her best.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trying to survive.<br>Trying not to break.<br>Trying to raise children<br>while carrying burdens<br>nobody helped her carry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dear Mom,<br>I saw the way life fought you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The disappointments.<br>The sacrifices.<br>The moments you smiled in public<br>but looked exhausted in private.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And still\u2014<br>you kept showing up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is the kind of love<br>this world does not celebrate enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">People clap for celebrities,<br>for politicians,<br>for influencers online.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But mothers?<br>Mothers save lives quietly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You saved mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Through your prayers.<br>Through your warnings.<br>Through your stubborn belief<br>that I could become more<br>even when I doubted myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And if I ever become someone great,<br>please understand this:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">there is no version of my success<br>that does not have your fingerprints on it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dear Mom,<br>I know I do not say thank you enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For the sleepless nights.<br>For the sacrifices I noticed late.<br>For the battles you hid from us.<br>For loving me<br>even in seasons<br>when I was difficult to love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If heaven ever keeps records of heroes,<br>I believe your name is written boldly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because before the world knew me,<br>you did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before anybody believed in me,<br>you did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before I could stand on my own,<br>you carried me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And honestly\u2026<br>part of me will always remain<br>that child<br>who finds peace<br>hearing your voice say,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHave you eaten?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe title=\"Dear young person I understand spoken word by Walking shadow poetry| Poetry\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/pBFduBMYxGg?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Mom, I used to think strengthlooked like loud voices,big titles,people with power. 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