We didn’t plan to fall apart.
At first, it was small,
a word,
a glance,
a moment where we misunderstood each other.
Gradually, silence grew
where love once lived out loud.
You thought I didn’t care.
Meanwhile, I believed I was right.
However, the truth was simpler:
we both hurt,
but neither of us said it out loud.
I kept replaying our last conversation,
not to point fingers,
but to understand my part.
And honestly,
I saw where I failed.
Instead of listening,
I let pride speak.
When you needed closeness,
I pulled away.
It wasn’t that I stopped loving you,
on the contrary,
I just didn’t know how to love well
in the middle of my own chaos.
After you left,
I told myself I’d be okay.
For a while,
I believed it.
Still, your memory stayed.
Every smile we shared,
every laugh we once had,
they followed me
like unfinished music in my mind.
Because of that,
I started changing.
Not to win you back,
but to face myself.
There were pieces of me
that needed healing,
not just for us,
but for me too.
Eventually, I realized
that I had lost something real.
Something rare.
So when I came back,
I didn’t come with empty words.
Instead, I brought the version of me
you always deserved.
Even though you had every reason
to walk away for good,
you left the door slightly open,
just enough for hope to peek in.
So now, I’m not asking to erase the past.
Rather, I’m asking to learn from it.
To grow from it.
To love through it.
You gave me another chance,
and I know how much that cost.
For that, I won’t take your heart lightly.
From this moment on,
I’ll show up differently.
With intention.
With effort.
With love that stays especially when things get hard.
Yes, I let you down before.
But now, I know better.
And because I know better,
I’ll do better.
No more running.
No more games.
No more making you feel like you’re not enough.
In the end,
this is the love I want to fight for.
Not just with words,
but with action.
With patience.
With truth.
So, if you’re still willing…
Then this time,
I’ll do it right.
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1ZWPMP5Cr2
“I Wanted to Be Wrong About You-Turns Out, I Was Right”
Leave a Reply